JP Turns FOUR!!

I can't believe our baby is already 4! The end of January came before I knew it and our little man was more than ready for his 4th birthday! 

He started his birthday by opening his gifts from Mom, Dad, and big brother. Then we had some yummy rolls for breakfast! Topped with sprinkles, of course! 

He wanted a dragon cake for his birthday this year. 

And when Grandma Doris asked what he wanted for a gift, he exclaimed that he wanted an orange bowtie with polka dots; just like the one he had just noticed on Daniel Tiger. Grandma came through and he has been wearing them both to church and with his pajamas. 

It seems like just yesterday we brought this sweet little bundle of squishy goodness home. 

He had red hair and the cutest little nose. 

His big brother couldn't get enough of him. 

And neither could we. 

We love you so much Jeremiah Patrick. We thank God every day that we get to be your Mom & Dad!
 

Letting Go

 It has been almost 17 years since we were married. And not long after I was ready to be a Mom. If you know our family, you know that our oldest will be 9 in two weeks. So needless to say, that whole becoming a Mom thing didn't happen quite as quickly as I was expecting it to. I have wrote many times about our journey to parenthood that looked nothing like we had expected. And while from the outside (and at times from the inside too) it looked like trial after trial, waiting and more waiting. It truly was a more magnificent plan than I could have ever came up with myself. Now I can't fathom a life that didn't include me being mom to my two incredible boys. I thank God every day that He didn't answer my prayers of pregnancy. Because although we always planned to adopt one day,  now I can see that our timing perfectly lead us straight to these boys and their amazing birth moms. Sometimes God is calling us into moving, leading, or taking things on. Other times He is simply calling for us to let go. To stop holding on to whatever it is that is keeping us from trusting Him completely with our futures and circumstances. 

We can always trust Him, friends. Pray for the Holy Spirit to guide you. Pray for His peace to overtake the anxious situations. And then wait in trust that He will be working in and through you. There is such peace in truly letting go and giving our circumstances over to Him. It isn't always easy, but as we become intentional of taking each anxious thought captive and giving it over to Him, we will find that our minds can slowly learn to trust. Letting go will become more natural each time. And what joy and freedom we will find in walking in faith, knowing our Father is in control. 

"We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ."-2 Corinthians 10:5

Thank you Father, for the beautiful life you have given us! 

Love One Another

Valentines Day seems to be a holiday that people either love or hate. And while I can understand that we don't need a day to celebrate something we should be doing everyday, what an opportunity we have as Christians to show the world a different kind of love. The unconditional, unfailing love of Christ. 

I love, love. I love showing my people that I love them. I love any reason or opportunity to show someone I care. I love to celebrate love. I have a shelf in our china cabinet full of pictures of our parents and grandparents together. I love the display of a bunch of imperfect people, committed to one another despite their hardships and imperfections.

God loved us so deeply that He sent His only son to die on the cross for us, while we were still sinners. He loves us every minute of every day despite all of our mistakes and imperfections. What an opportunity we have to share unconditional love with those around us and shine the light of Jesus. To truly love someone by serving them and expecting nothing in return. And when we serve others with a heart like Jesus, it changes us. 

I have a hard time feeling sorry for myself and my situations, when my focus is on Jesus and loving His people well. When my goal is to bring glory to God and my heart is full of gratitude, I can't help but feel the joy of the Lord. 

Instead of focusing on yourself this Valentines Day, focus on the people that God has placed in your path and the ways you can make them feel loved. It doesn't have to be anything big, just be intentional. Maybe find a way your family can work together to bless someone else. On a day that was made to showcase love, let's shine a light on the One who is love Himself. 

7Beloved, let us love one another, for love is from God, and whoever loves has been born of God and knows God. 8Anyone who does not love does not know God, because God is love. 9In this the love of God was made manifest among us, that God sent his only Son into the world, so that we might live through him. 10In this is love, not that we have loved God but that he loved us and sent his Son to be the propitiation for our sins. 11Beloved, if God so loved us, we also ought to love one another. 12No one has ever seen God; if we love one another, God abides in us and his love is perfected in us. {1 John 4: 7-12}

 

Expectantly

Recently I was reading the start of Psalm 37:7 " Be silent before the Lord and wait expectantly for him", and the word "expectantly" stood out to me. I'm guilty of coming to read the word and pray, but not waiting in expectancy for Him. If I am praying for closeness and to deepen my relationship with Him, shouldn't I be waiting with joy and excitement for my time with Him? Shouldn't I be eager to be with Him, learn about Him, and hear from Him? 

How often do I pray and ask God to work, but not live or even pray like I expect Him to be enough and to come through for me? My heart longs for a deep relationship with the One who created me. My hope is to live a life that reflects the One whose grace has saved me. How do I do this? By making time each day to come expectantly to spend time in His presence. To pray, read His word, and wait with hope and expectancy of hearing His voice. By trusting that His words are absolute truth. And trusting that He cares for me more deeply than I can imagine, and will take care of my needs. 

26 Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? 27 Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life? -Matthew 6:26-27

Father, thank you for your deep love for us. Help us to seek you with expectant hearts and minds. To trust that You are always with us, always in control, and ALWAYS enough. May we have content hearts that seek and love you above all other things. Amen. 

                        

When You Seek True Rest

 So much noise. All of the
arguing. The stress. The Sadness. Busyness. 

Maybe your heart is like mine. Searching and longing to get back to that place of peace. Of true rest. To find some stillness. The place where your heart is able to let go and find peace and calm. 

I’m so thankful for a Heavenly Father who offers me this true peace and rest. Peace that is not dependent on my circumstances. How much work I got done. If my house, my kids, my job, my health, are all just what or where they need to be. Peace that is mine just because I am His and He gives it to me freely. 

Friends, I know how hard it can be to truly be still when not only the busyness of our daily lives is loud in our minds, but the weight of such heavy things in our world are making our hearts and minds spin too. 

But He is there. And He is waiting eagerly for you to come to Him. Seek Him and let Him fill you with His peace. Let Him give you true rest. He is what our souls are longing and searching for. 

     “And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.”

‭‭                    Philippians‬ ‭4:7‬ ‭NIV‬‬